Bent hope : a street journal

Bent hope is more triumphant than sad but don't try to read it without a box of Kleenex handy. Don't skip straight into the main text without reading the foreword and prologue either. This is a book where every word counts. It may not seem that way at the very beginning, but you'll want to get the full effect.

There are lots of street-worker journals on the market these days and I've read many of them. They are full of stories of survival amidst broken hearts and dreams and frequently feature reminders that, broken as they are, street folk are people too. We are admonished to love them for many reasons - because they have had a rough life, because the system has failed them, because we might just as easily be in their shoes, because love can change a life, because Jesus was poor, because "loving the unlovely" brings blessings, because they've endured great loss, because they're fellow human beings,... but in the end, it is always "us" loving "them." This is the first book that asserts, from the start, that there is no "us" and "them."

"Either we are all beggars, hookers and junkies, or none of us are. There is no in-between...Every day I play the role of a beggar. I look to the charity of others, seemingly wanting something for nothing to feed my ego and the overwhelming need to belong. Every day I play the role of a hooker. I try to sell the words, ideas and actions I think might make me desirable to others, often against my own better judgment, in order to get the emotional validation I need to survive. And every day I play the role of a junkie. I feed my addictions, supplying relentless cravings with products, entertainment, daydreams and relationships that are bad for me." (pg 15) Can you deny it?

Tim Huff respects and learns from the people he meets on the street. He is impressed by the strength and dignity of people who have been dealt unimaginable blows. Pity is not a theme in his writing, although sorrow, anger, and indignation appear. So do humility, awe, and a deep appreciation for relationships without pretense. One by one we are introduced to his friends as Tim shares with us what so impresses him with each person.

I couldn't read this book in one sitting. Each chapter is dedicated to one person's story and I found, especially at the beginning, I could only "meet" one person at a time. It took some time to process that person's story before I went on to the next. Some made me cry, some made me very angry, many made me wish I could meet that person face to face for a big hug. Every story helped chip away at that invisible wall between "us" and "them." I hope it does the same for you.

Bent hope : a street journal by Tim Huff. Published in 2008 by Castle Quay Books. ISBN: 978-1-894860-36-9.

When necessary use words

The greater the object in motion, the more difficult it is to change its direction. This description of momentum also applies to non-physical bodies. For years, now, critics have been urging the Christian church to shift its focus from fighting over who's right on doctrinal details, to focusing instead on caring for hurting people in this world. There is a lot of hurt in our world and it's not confined to any particular demographic or location.

We are seeing a change in direction in North American christendom, especially in the last five years or so. One of the more vocal proponents for change has been Mike Pilavachi who has been working with disenfranchised people (ie those who hope to someday reach the poverty line) in the US.

Pilavachi's book, When necessary use words, looks at the establishment church and contrasts it with offbeat congregations, grassroots outreaches, and personal stories of people struggling to make sense of their difficult lives. It's not so much a condemnation of where the church is now, as it is a call to step up and move forward, treating people as people rather than conversion targets.

If you're looking for heart-warming stories, there are a few woven in. If you're looking for a how-to manual on setting up a project, you won't find it here. What you will find is a firm but mostly gentle push towards a more obviously caring church.

"...it's vitally important that we stand up for righteousness and don't water down biblical truths to fit in with society, but we seem to have so poorly represented Jesus that most people couldn't tell you what He is for.
"...Jesus is loving, compassionate, full of grace and mercy, kind, humble, forgiving, and passionate. Would people outside of the Church say the same about us?" (pg 64)

When necessary use words : changing lives through worship, justice, and evangelism. Written by Mike Pilavachi. Published by Regal in 2007. ISBN: 978-0830738144.